when I think of builders
I think of the architect
who beat me at cards
kings cup in oregon
and said: every builder is
made a fool by
entropy
then when he won: he
bust up in a fit of laughter
so hard the antique chair
groaned and suddenly
bust. When I was a boy,
my father was a mechanic and
kept long hours in his
garage alone. Even then
I felt his distance and
I think he felt
mine too. But
the last time he held me, he threaded
me through his winch:
a loop for dead or dying
transmissions of soft red rope.
My father
pulled hand over
dirty hand–until I was up
and up with my arms out
like Christopher Reeve.
My father was a builder.
